You’re not unreliable - your health is.
You have permission to seek safe, healthy spaces.
You are not obligated to stay in unhealthy spaces.
i wonder how many people i’m in the “i’d be down if you asked” zone with
no mom, do not ask that relative if they want to talk to me next on the phone.
I crave your legs intertwined with mine, I crave nothing but you, in the most simplest of ways.
I don’t think people love me. They love versions of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love.